Back on Earth
I can see already that this semester will be jam packed semester of uni...I think I was telling Adz this not too long ago. But yea with so much drama and dilemmas...than you can poke a stick at. Currently my mind is like jelly....i have a lot of thoughts in my head and no idea how to process them, I have conflicting opinion from left right and centre. Ok...lets start again....to tell you the truth i felt really shit last night after having a conversation with someone....I have old issues surfacing again and dealing with them now isn't the best time at all.
Anyhow after talking to Sean on the phone...I sorta settled down, stopped me from doing anything stupid. Whats interesting is that both friends...Sean and the other party... were telling me advice but in different ways. Telling people something good is one thing...but the approach is part of it too. Its like when dad wants to tell me something...like say your not getting enough sleep...he says your gona live a short life, get sick and die. Now i know there is a better way of saying it...its just the blunt approach sometimes hurts more than it helps. In the end the advice re-confirmed what i was already thinking...nothing new really…but I needed to hear it from someone else.
On another side note....So far this year...there were three girls of interest....that i had a crush on of sorts and most happened almost like one after another...each had a certain quality that caught my interest but here is the problem....that’s really all there was. the only person that i thought was really worth all the trouble was Anna... A time based Art student...the other two were procrastinations...a way of keeping my mind busy. Like I knew nothing probably would have happened or the chances were really low. You can spend all the time in the would thinking how they may be right or not but in the end.... i think it was worth trying but i think I’m going back to my older method of waiting for someone who actually has more than a few qualities, i guess beyond what’s present on the surface. But firstly I gota finish my video....get on with life really.
Man i got so much to do...i don't know why i waste my time thinking of this stuff.....I really have so so much to do...i wish i could just cut my heart out and just work without any feelings. That way i wouldn't get distracted or anything...I could just get on with shit that has some priority to it.
Anyhow 1 going away party this weekend for Adrian, and i just noticed...my bday is soon too but really not doing anything for it this year..turning 22 isn't a big thing..so yea...then a long long Sunday night for Shariq's going away party...7:30am fucken early shit but gota make the effort for him. I think the load out will probably be me, morgz and Sean...maybe even Amar...i dunno. But yea gona be a sad weekend. Then next weekend i got another birthday on the 13th i think....then Sean's and David's. So yea...hopefully i can pay off all the debts from these bdays...so i can go to Noosa at the end of the year.
Interesting ain't it my last blog was so impersonal and then this...welcome to my core! probably ill be talking about some army shit next blog.
Back to playing SanAndreas...no i mean editing ;)
If only life was as easy as SanaAndreas
*Oh and you may now add comments without being a blogger member!
I can see already that this semester will be jam packed semester of uni...I think I was telling Adz this not too long ago. But yea with so much drama and dilemmas...than you can poke a stick at. Currently my mind is like jelly....i have a lot of thoughts in my head and no idea how to process them, I have conflicting opinion from left right and centre. Ok...lets start again....to tell you the truth i felt really shit last night after having a conversation with someone....I have old issues surfacing again and dealing with them now isn't the best time at all.
Anyhow after talking to Sean on the phone...I sorta settled down, stopped me from doing anything stupid. Whats interesting is that both friends...Sean and the other party... were telling me advice but in different ways. Telling people something good is one thing...but the approach is part of it too. Its like when dad wants to tell me something...like say your not getting enough sleep...he says your gona live a short life, get sick and die. Now i know there is a better way of saying it...its just the blunt approach sometimes hurts more than it helps. In the end the advice re-confirmed what i was already thinking...nothing new really…but I needed to hear it from someone else.
On another side note....So far this year...there were three girls of interest....that i had a crush on of sorts and most happened almost like one after another...each had a certain quality that caught my interest but here is the problem....that’s really all there was. the only person that i thought was really worth all the trouble was Anna... A time based Art student...the other two were procrastinations...a way of keeping my mind busy. Like I knew nothing probably would have happened or the chances were really low. You can spend all the time in the would thinking how they may be right or not but in the end.... i think it was worth trying but i think I’m going back to my older method of waiting for someone who actually has more than a few qualities, i guess beyond what’s present on the surface. But firstly I gota finish my video....get on with life really.
Man i got so much to do...i don't know why i waste my time thinking of this stuff.....I really have so so much to do...i wish i could just cut my heart out and just work without any feelings. That way i wouldn't get distracted or anything...I could just get on with shit that has some priority to it.
Anyhow 1 going away party this weekend for Adrian, and i just noticed...my bday is soon too but really not doing anything for it this year..turning 22 isn't a big thing..so yea...then a long long Sunday night for Shariq's going away party...7:30am fucken early shit but gota make the effort for him. I think the load out will probably be me, morgz and Sean...maybe even Amar...i dunno. But yea gona be a sad weekend. Then next weekend i got another birthday on the 13th i think....then Sean's and David's. So yea...hopefully i can pay off all the debts from these bdays...so i can go to Noosa at the end of the year.
Interesting ain't it my last blog was so impersonal and then this...welcome to my core! probably ill be talking about some army shit next blog.
Back to playing SanAndreas...no i mean editing ;)
If only life was as easy as SanaAndreas
*Oh and you may now add comments without being a blogger member!
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